1. Working the Greyish Zones Applying McKennian Insights: For Psycho-Spiritual Psychotherapists Tex t No teacher, teaching, book or practice could ever be as effective as simply allowing the thought of infinity to slowly devour you... J. McKenna

2. My Journey with the Book’s... The Fallacy of Faith

3. The Books we Need... Are the kind that act upon us like a misfortune, that make us suffer like the death of someone we love more than ourselves, that make us feel as though we we were on the verge of suicide, or lost in a forest from all human habitation - a book should serve as an axe for the frozen sea within us. Franz Kafka Franz Kafka

4. My Journey with the Book’s... The Fallacy of Faith

5. Man has created God out of Fear, So the Problem is not God... But Fear.

6. What, why, counselling, clients, and Jed? Client impasse or my perception Client impasse or my perception Desire / necessity of chasing desire Desire / necessity of chasing desire Breaking rules and knowing your process Breaking rules and knowing your process Allowing and acceptance Allowing and acceptance Thinking and looking for yourself Thinking and looking for yourself Merging with what is! Merging with what is! “Letting” in so called madness “Letting” in so called madness

7. Beginning at an Ending

8. To Live and Die on this Day... ★ Monomaniacal Intent ★ “Running into the crisis not away from it” ★ “Chewing off your own head...” - we must first go through the process of becoming someone who would prefer to chew of their own head instead of the alternative” (BII p. 42) ★ Example of Mr. B.

9. If it feels like your being skinned alive, If it feels like a prolonged evisceration, If you feel your identity unraveling, if it twists you up physically and drains your health and derails your life, if you feel love dying inside you, of it seems like death would be better, if it’s probably the process of awakening... McKenna, 2010

10. The notion of further

11. Every Moment is Equal The Notion of Further The Notion of Further Each Experience is no greater or less than any other Each Experience is no greater or less than any other Your World is Burning and there is No Escape Your World is Burning and there is No Escape All Beliefs are like Ugly Babies All Beliefs are like Ugly Babies There is no hardship, there’s only the next thing, the next step, the next battle. The point is always to get the next door unlocked. There is no hardship, there’s only the next thing, the next step, the next battle. The point is always to get the next door unlocked.

12. Self and Not Self Conflict = Spiritual Dissonance Self and Not Self Conflict = Spiritual Dissonance Case of Ms. T. Case of Ms. T. Nothing is ever wrong and nothing can be wrong. It’s not even wrong to believe that something is wrong. Wrong is simply not possible (BK I - p. 6). Whatever is, is right.

14. The World is all for You! Surrender Surrender Clear seeing Clear seeing Allowing desire to do it’s thing Allowing desire to do it’s thing Authentic / Unauthentic Desires Authentic / Unauthentic Desires The Destination isn’t where we are going its where we are (BI - p. 176) The Destination isn’t where we are going its where we are (BI - p. 176)

15. “Being In” in the Process Discovering and creating the process is part of the process, meaning that you have to build your own process and be your own mechanic; fine-tune it to your needs and preferences, repair it on the fly, jettison whatever is unnecessary as it becomes necessary (BII p. 43) Discovering and creating the process is part of the process, meaning that you have to build your own process and be your own mechanic; fine-tune it to your needs and preferences, repair it on the fly, jettison whatever is unnecessary as it becomes necessary (BII p. 43) Example of Mr. Q. Example of Mr. Q.

16. The beauty is.... It all happens in the context of each and everyone’s life. You can choose to see it or not it really doesn’t matter.

17. Human Adulthood

18. Ending at the Beginning

19. It’s the “Fuckin” Den No it’s actually Maya - EGO No it’s actually Maya - EGO Waking up looks like a massive mental and emotional breakdown because that exactly what it is... That the way it works. I know there are thousands of books out there that say otherwise, and I can you they were all written by Maya (BK III - p. 140). Waking up looks like a massive mental and emotional breakdown because that exactly what it is... That the way it works. I know there are thousands of books out there that say otherwise, and I can you they were all written by Maya (BK III - p. 140). Enduring self image blows Enduring self image blows

20. Born to Die...