1. Vaginal Discourse: Reconnecting the Female Body Through Performance Delaenya Stapleton McNair Scholars Program University of California, Davis Department of Women and Gender Studies Professor Juana María Rodríguez Delaenya Stapleton McNair Scholars Program University of California, Davis Department of Women and Gender Studies Professor Juana María Rodríguez

2. I bet youre worried. I was worried. Thats why I began this piece. I was worried about vaginas. I was worried about what we think about vaginas, and even more worried that we dont think about them. I was worried about my own vagina. It needed a context of other vaginas a community, a culture of vaginas. Theres so much darkness and secrecy surrounding them like the Bermuda Triangle. Nobody ever reports back from there. – E ve Ensler, The Vagina Monologues

3. Research Focus This research evaluates intersections of gender, identity, experience, trauma and performance by studying the personal impact of performing The Vagina Monologues.

4. Background V-Day Foundation V-Day Campaign Benefit Performances Anti-violence Platform Performance As Resistance Activism Healing

5. Methods & Materials Ethnographic Questionnaire designed to reveal the personal impact of the performances distributed electronically via email Discourse Analysis examining the intersections of gender, trauma, identity and performance

6. Age of Participants

7. Regional Diversity

8. Ethnic Diversity

9. Sexual Orientation

10. Expanding the Archives of Trauma

11. [T]rauma as a category that embraces a range of affects, including not just loss and mourning but also anger, shame, humor, sentimentality, and more. Ann Cvetkovich Archive of Feelings

12. After being exposed to this work, has the way you view or approach your body changed? I became much more proud of being a woman. It is easy to become self-degrading about yourself, when you are continuously subjected to a barrage of women are less intelligent, women are affected by their hormones, etc. It is a very damaging environment. After performing in the Vagina Monologues, and seeing the pride these women took in their bodies, and their experiences, I was able to be proud of my body, even when society largely told me I should be ashamed of certain aspects. Participant #36, Question #4

13. Navigating Cultural Logics

14. [I]dentities are formed in response to the cultural logics of heteronormativity, white supremacy, and misogyny cultural logics that … work to undergird state power. José Esteban Muñoz Disidentifications

15. What are you political and/or personal motivations for being involved in the production? I believe the V-Day is a catalyst for change. It gives women and girls power and a place to combine and find their collective voice. It gives them the courage and support they need to stand up against the epidemic levels of violence and sexism. It reminds us that our bodies, vaginas, and sexuality are not to be ashamed of. It gives us the opportunity to share this idea with others and open up dialogue in our communities. Participant #67, Question #3

16. Conclusion Performing The Vagina Monologues has enabled young women to confront culturally induced internalized shame, secrecy and embarrassment surrounding their vaginas. Thus establishing a positive mind-body connection with their vaginas, resulting in an increase in their feelings of self-esteem.

17. Possibilities for Future Exploration Alternative communities Social and political activism Personal empowerment Religion Sexuality Phallic-centered society Public and private divide

18. Acknowledgements Survey participants Professor Juana María Rodríguez McNair Scholars Program Presidents Undergraduate Fellowship V-Day Foundation McNair Cohorts Eve Ensler The Original Vagina Warriors

19. Vaginal Discourse: Reconnecting the Female Body Through Performance Delaenya Stapleton McNair Scholars Program University of California, Davis Department of Women and Gender Studies Professor Juana María Rodríguez Delaenya Stapleton McNair Scholars Program University of California, Davis Department of Women and Gender Studies Professor Juana María Rodríguez