2. John 18 1 When he had finished praying, Jesus left with his disciples and crossed the Kidron Valley. On the other side there was a garden, and he and his disciples went into it.

3. John 18 2 Now Judas, who betrayed him, knew the place, because Jesus had often met there with his disciples. 3 So Judas came to the garden, guiding a detachment of soldiers and some officials from the chief priests and the Pharisees. They were carrying torches, lanterns and weapons.

4. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment

5. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair

6. John 13 6 He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?” 7 Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.” 8 “No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.” Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.” John 13 6 He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?” 7 Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.” 8 “No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.” Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.” Enthusiasm

7. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair Enthusiasm

8. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair Enthusiasm John 13 36 Simon Peter asked him, “Lord, where are you going?” Jesus replied, “Where I am going, you cannot follow now, but you will follow later.” John 13 36 Simon Peter asked him, “Lord, where are you going?” Jesus replied, “Where I am going, you cannot follow now, but you will follow later.” 37 Peter asked, “Lord, why can’t I follow you now? I will lay down my life for you.” Bold Commitment

9. Unrealistic belief in ease of task Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair Enthusiasm 38 Then Jesus answered, “Will you really lay down your life for me? Very truly I tell you, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times!” Bold Commitment Unrealistic trust in own ability

10. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment John 18 4 Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, “Who is it you want?” 5 “Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied. “I am he,” Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) Calm Realism

11. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm Realism John 18 4 Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, “ Who is it you want ?” 5 “Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied. “I am he,” Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) Demanding responsibility

12. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Jesus echoes the name of God Jesus - powerful presence John 18 6 When Jesus said, “ I am he,” they drew back and fell to the ground. Calm RealismDivine Presence

13. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence John 18 7 Again he asked them, “Who is it you want?” “Jesus of Nazareth,” they said. 8 Jesus answered, “I told you that I am he. If you are looking for me, then let these men go.” 9 This happened so that the words he had spoken would be fulfilled: “ I have not lost one of those you gave me.” Care and protection of others

14. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others John 18 10 Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear. (The servant’s name was Malchus.) 11 Jesus commanded Peter, “ Put your sword away ! Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?”

15. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair Enthusiasm AngerAggressionViolence

16. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others John 18 10 Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear. (The servant’s name was Malchus.) 11 Jesus commanded Peter, “Put your sword away! Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me? ”

17. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Matthew 26 52 “ Put your sword back in its place,” Jesus said to him, “for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. 53 Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?” Peace making

18. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Luke 22 51 But Jesus answered, “No more of this!” And he touched the man’s ear and healed him. Compassionate - Healing x

19. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Compassionate - Healing Matthew 26 56... Then all the disciples deserted him and fled. Deserted

20. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Matthew 26 56... Then all the disciples deserted him and fled. Flight

21. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Compassionate - Healing Deserted John 18 12 Then the detachment of soldiers with its commander and the Jewish officials arrested Jesus. They bound him Self-sacrifice

22. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Compassionate - Healing Deserted Self-sacrifice John 18 13 and brought him first to Annas, who was the father–in– law of Caiaphas, the high priest that year. 14 Caiaphas was the one who had advised the Jewish leaders that it would be good if one man died for the people.

23. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight John 18 15 Simon Peter and another disciple were following Jesus. Because this disciple was known to the high priest, he went with Jesus into the high priest’s courtyard, 16 but Peter had to wait outside at the door. The other disciple, who was known to the high priest, came back, spoke to the servant girl on duty there and brought Peter in. Encouragement to continue

24. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continue John 18 17 “You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” she asked Peter. He replied, “I am not.” 18 It was cold, and the servants and officials stood around a fire they had made to keep warm. Peter also was standing with them, warming himself. Denial

25. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Compassionate - Healing Deserted Self- sacrifice John 18 19 Meanwhile, the high priest questioned Jesus about his disciples and his teaching. 20 “I have spoken openly to the world,” Jesus replied. “I always taught in synagogues or at the temple, where all the Jews come together. I said nothing in secret. 21 Why question me? Ask those who heard me. Surely they know what I said.”

26. Jesus’ night of darkness - preparedness to abandonment Calm RealismDivine Presence Care and protection of others Peace making Compassionate - Healing Deserted Self- sacrifice John 18 22 When Jesus said this, one of the officials nearby slapped him in the face. “Is this the way you answer the high priest?” he demanded. 23 “If I said something wrong,” Jesus replied, “testify as to what is wrong. But if I spoke the truth, why did you strike me?” 24 Then Annas sent him bound to Caiaphas the high priest.

27. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continueDenial John 18 25 Meanwhile, Simon Peter was still standing there warming himself. So they asked him, “You aren’t one of his disciples too, are you?” He denied it, saying, “ I am not.” 26 One of the high priest’s servants, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, challenged him, “Didn’t I see you with him in the garden?” 27 Again Peter denied it, and at that moment a rooster began to crow.

28. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continueDenial Fear

29. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continueDenial Fear Betrayal

30. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continueDenial Fear Betrayal

31. Peter’s night of darkness - enthusiasm to despair EnthusiasmAnger End justifies the means Flight Encouragement to continueDenial Fear Betrayal Lonely despair

32. Bringing to Jesus our... Anger Fear Failure Unrealistic expectations Confession

33. John 21 15 When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.” John 21 15 When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.”

34. Bringing to Jesus our... Anger Fear Failure Unrealistic expectations Confession Is what I expect realistic? Am I right to be angry? How are my fears affecting me? Where have I failed? What am I sorry to God for?