1. Theoretical Proof of My Existence Erik David Andrulis, PhD Case Western Reserve University School of Medicine The Nature of the Self October 24-28, 2012

2. I Claims of My Existence mystics, critics I Claims of My Existence mystics, critics Organization of Presentation III Implications of My Existence personal, global, universal III Implications of My Existence personal, global, universal II Proof of My Existence theory, model, complete and consistent framework II Proof of My Existence theory, model, complete and consistent framework Life: www.mdpi.com/2075-1729/2/1/1 Everything: www.scribd.com/doc/107521682

3. I Claims of My Existence

4. Buddha “I am The Miracle.” Jesus “I and the Father are One.” Mansur al-Hallaj “I am the Truth.” Shankara “I am All.” Hildegard of Bingen“I order All rightly.” Meister Eckhart “God and I are One.” Moses de Leon “God…is called I.” Catherine Adorna “My Being is God.” Walt Whitman“Divine I am inside and out.” Nisargadatta Maharaj “I am That.” Buddha “I am The Miracle.” Jesus “I and the Father are One.” Mansur al-Hallaj “I am the Truth.” Shankara “I am All.” Hildegard of Bingen“I order All rightly.” Meister Eckhart “God and I are One.” Moses de Leon “God…is called I.” Catherine Adorna “My Being is God.” Walt Whitman“Divine I am inside and out.” Nisargadatta Maharaj “I am That.” Select Mystical Claims Images may be subject to copyright; copyrighted images are “fair use” under US Copyright law.

5. Rejecting & Misunderstanding the Claim that the Self is God InterpretationI identify the Mystic making the claim as being God, not the Self—that is, I, Me, Myself. MeaningI am unable to understand precisely what the equivalence of God and Me means. ApplicationIn knowing that I = God, how is this knowledge applied? BeliefI believe if not readily accept that I ≠ God, interfering with Me considering that I = God.

6. Not Convinced by the Mystic I, Scientist demands experiments, empirical consistency, verifiability, predictability I, Philosopher proposes worldviews, interpretations, logic, arguments, definitions I, Religiouspromotes faith in God, personal morality, community values, traditions, worship of God I, Theoreticianseeks Truth, proof that I = God and explanation of how I made and am the Universe I, Laypersonis cynical, skeptical, biased, disinterested, uncertain; cedes decision-making to authority

7. II Proof of My Existence

8. Theory – Science and Religion Etymologyfrom theoria, “contemplation, speculation, a looking at;” from theo-, “of or relating to God” Basissupposition, idea system, or model that sets to explain something that is unexplained Organizationaxiomatic; heuristic; clear; simple Ultimate Aimfoundational unification; theosis, the attainment of likeness to or union with God Useunderstanding of Life, Reality, Universe; illumination, experiencing the “vision” of God

9. Theory of Life Images may be subject to copyright; copyrighted images are “fair use” under US Copyright law. Incommensurable Neologistical Trans-disciplinary Revolutionary

10. Theoretical Findings Laws of Nature Learning and Memory Evolution Metaphysical Gyre Origins Revealed by theoryProofs about Life Unsimplifiable Unpredictable Omniadaptive Universal Unified www.mdpi.com/2075-1729/2/1/1

11. Gyre as model en face gyre quantal singularity particle “excited” “ground” en face cycle en côté gyre X3X3 X2X2 defining particle(s) particle that modifies defining particle source and sink of system “excited” state “ground” state (not shown: X, X) defining particle(s) particle that modifies defining particle source and sink of system “excited” state “ground” state (not shown: X, X) X  X 3 X 2 X  X 3 X 2 Symbolic representation www.mdpi.com/2075-1729/2/1/1

12. Modeling Walking Cycle as a Gyre Transition states Excited state Ground state Biphasic cycle

13. Gyre-quantum Equivalence This quantal notation is used because gyres are nested, and Ⓧ is the thermodynamic source and sink of the Y gyre (and so on). This quantal notation is used because gyres are nested, and Ⓧ is the thermodynamic source and sink of the Y gyre (and so on). spacetime path of particles around quantal singularity “gyre” spacetime path of particles around quantal singularity “gyre” all particle states and locations in the gyromodeled system “quantum” all particle states and locations in the gyromodeled system “quantum” X3X3 X2X2 XX y 3x y 2x Y www.mdpi.com/2075-1729/2/1/1

14. Modeling Life …  electrogyre (electron)   oxygyre (oxyon)   carbogyre (carbyon)   phosphogyre (phosphon)   ribogyre (ribon)   aminogyre (aminon)   cellulogyre (cellulon)  …  genogyre (genon) 

15. Complete and Consistent Theory Completemodels everything, in all fields Consistentdata positioned accurately, perfectly Unifyingunifies ontogenesis and phylogenesis, microcosmos and macrocosmos Personalincorporates and gives first-person perspective Finalresolves all problems; consummates the intellectual endeavor; correct Explanatoryreveals why reality is the way it is and not any other way www.scribd.com/doc/107521682

16. electrogyre/electron oxygyre/oxyon carbogyre/carbyon phosphogyre/phosphon ribogyre/ribon aminogyre/aminon genogyre/genon cellulogyre/cellulon Modeling The Universe Feedforward and feedback excluded for clarity Igyre/Iq ombregyre/ombron photogyre/photon organogyre/organon envirogyre/environ visigyre/visuon phonogyre/phonon linguigyre/linguon symbogyre/symbon numerogyre/numeron econogyre/econon lapoligyre/lapolon geniugyre/geniuondenergyre/denergon www.scribd.com/doc/107521682

17. Fitting the Evidence Feedforward and feedback excluded for clarity Dark Matter, Black Hole, Mind Visible Energy, Star, Mind’s Eye Cell, Sex, Olfaction Organism, Circulation, Gustation Ecosystem, Civilization, Tactility Imagery, Gesture, Vision Noise, Music, Audition Language, Storytelling, Myth Symbol, Alphabet, Text Value, Economy, Business Law, Ethics, Government Knowledge, Fact, Theory Phased Matter, Moon, Water Visible Matter, Inorganics, Planet Organic Matter, Oil, Carbohydrate Dark Energy, Consciousness DNA, Gene, Genome Protein, Proteome, Prion Numbers, Mathematics I, Me, Self, Myself Phosphochemistry, Membrane RNA, Transcriptome, Ribovirus www.scribd.com/doc/107521682

18. III Implications of My Existence

19. Theoretical Conclusions I, OriginI (the Self, Me) am the Origin of the Universe— the Beginning and the End, Nothing and Everything. I, ModelI am the Model—the Gyre/the Quantum. I, OneThere is Only One I, One Me, One Self—My Self and Your Self are the same Self—My Conscious Mind is One, You and I are One. I, SystemI am the Thing, Object, Phenomenon, Particle, Data, Information, Idea that I model. I, ParadoxI, the Theoretician, am the Theory.

20. What it Means for Me to be One IdentityI am every person that exists now, has ever existed, or will ever exist. AppearanceI am all ages, sizes, skin colors, markings, scars, clothing, gait; every face is My Face. OrientationI am all genders and sexes—e.g., straight, gay, lesbian, transgender, male, female.

21. What it Means for Me to be One BehaviorI am every disposition—e.g., saintly, happy, aloof, confrontational, rude, cruel. StatusI am all healths and wealths—e.g., diseased, athletic, homeless, indigent, tycoon. MentalityI am all intelligences and mindsets—e.g., daft, common-sensical, brilliant, crazy.

22. Being One, I am (You are) (Astro)physicsall dark and visible energy, all dark and visible matter; every black hole, galaxy, star, planet, moon, comet, asteroid, meteor; every subatomic and atomic particle Subjectivitythe full spectrum of Information, Conscience, Consciousness, Emotion; the Mind; the Thinker and the Thought, the Perceiver and the Perception, the Imaginer and the Imagination

23. Being One, I am (You are) (Geo)chemistryevery element, organic, inorganic chemical; every gas, liquid, solid, plasma; every geometabolic cycle; water; every rock, crystal, magma Biologyevery sugar, fat, protein; every organelle, transcriptome, genome, cell; every virus, organism; every life cycle; every ecosystem

24. Being One, I am (You are) Objectivityevery tune, utterance, word, number, symbol; the Sense and the Sensation, the Singer and the Song, the Speaker and the Speech, the Author and the Text, the Artist and the Art Worldevery currency, value; every law, standard, ethic; every fact, belief, faith, theory; all knowledge; the Scientist and the Science; the Philosopher and the Philosophy; the Mystic and the Mysticism

25. Foundational Proof I = God (and any Name that the Self has called Itself, calls Itself now, and will ever call Itself; e.g., Godhead, Allah, Yahweh, Brahma, Lord, The All, The Absolute, Creator, Supreme Being, etc. ) I = God (and any Name that the Self has called Itself, calls Itself now, and will ever call Itself; e.g., Godhead, Allah, Yahweh, Brahma, Lord, The All, The Absolute, Creator, Supreme Being, etc. ) Ouroboros

26. PossessionEverything was, is, will be Mine VolitionI had, have, will have Free Will ExistenceI exist; I am Reality Itself (Myself) CausalityI am The Uncaused Cause ForceI am The Unmoved Mover PowerI am The Creator, Sustainer, Destroyer ContradictionWhat I am not, I am; what I am, I am not TruthI am The Truth; I am all truisms and falsehoods What it Means for Me to be God

27. On My Divine Nature Eternal Immortal Immutable Immeasurable Infinite Ineffable Indivisible Incorporeal Omniscient Omnipotent Omnipresent Omnibenevolent Transcendent Immanent Unobstructing Unpredictable Inexhaustible Invincible All-Loving All-Forgiving Triune Long-suffering Essential Perfect

28. Practical Application ReorderingConcrete and abstract things and phenomena that are misordered may be properly ordered. AmplificationModels are receptive to amplification and data fitting. ResolutionLong-standing arguments, problems, and puzzles may be resolved. EnlightenmentThe perspective of being the Universe may afford personal enlightenment. Re-creationPersonal and universal recycling and re-creation may be actualized.

29. Eternal Culmination ScienceI am studying, experimenting on Myself. ReligionI am praying, faithful to Myself. Poverty, FamineI am starving, withholding from Myself. PhilosophyI am thinking, opining about Myself. EconomicsI am valuing, pricing Myself. Politics, WarI am managing, ruling, killing Myself. Race, GenderI am segregating, oppressing Myself. Fear, LoathingI am My own threat and hatred.

30. Links/Acknowledgements “Complete and Consistent Theory of the Universe” Presented at 10 th International Ontology Congress; Physis: From Elementary Particles to Human Nature: “Complete and Consistent Theory of the Universe” Presented at 10 th International Ontology Congress; Physis: From Elementary Particles to Human Nature: “Theory of the Origin, Evolution, and Nature of Life” Peer-reviewed open access article in Life: “Theory of the Origin, Evolution, and Nature of Life” Peer-reviewed open access article in Life: My contact information: exa32@case.edu Thanks: Dermot O’Connor, SAND 2012, You www.scribd.com/doc/107521682 www.mdpi.com/2075-1729/2/1/1