1. Its difficult to admit you have a problem: undisclosed mental health problems in the GEES disciplines Faith Tucker and John Horton School of Social Sciences The University of Northampton

2. Structure of Presentation Background Research project Findings –Disclosure and non-disclosure –Impacts on teaching and learning –Impacts on research –Impacts on career development Recommendations

3. Background Estimated that 1-in-14 HE professionals have disabling conditions (Equality Challenge Unit, 2004) But systemic failure in HE has led to widespread institutional discrimination against disabled staff (NIACE, 2008, p.1)

4. Background Disability Discrimination Act (1995/2005) –Disability as a physical or mental impairment that has a substantial and long-term adverse effect on… [ones] ability to carry out normal day-to-day activities (Section 1.1) –Employers/Institutions required to make reasonable adjustments to ensure that disabled people are not placed at substantial disadvantage (Section 6.1)

5. Background Post-DDA guidance –Substantial body of guidance/research on needs of students with disabling conditions (NB re. fieldwork) –But very limited guidance/research on needs/experiences of HE lecturers/researchers with disabling conditions

6. Structure of Presentation Background Research project Findings –Disclosure and non-disclosure –Impacts on teaching and learning –Impacts on research –Impacts on career development Recommendations

7. Research project Anonymous online survey of GEES teaching staff with disabling conditions 75 responses, representing diverse disciplinary backgrounds, institutions, length of service and type of disabling condition

8. Structure of Presentation Background Research project Findings –Disclosure and non-disclosure –Impacts on teaching and learning –Impacts on research –Impacts on career development Recommendations

9. Disclosure and non-disclosure DisclosedNon-disclosed Total4431 Frequency

10. Disclosure and non-disclosure DisclosedNon-disclosed Mental health1731 Sensory impairment60 Mobility impairment60 Long-term illness/condition150 Total4431 Frequency

11. Impacts on role DisclosedNon-disclosedTotal Condition has adverse effect on teaching 68 Condition has adverse effect on research 80 Condition has adverse effect on career development 90 Per cent

12. Impacts on role DisclosedNon-disclosedTotal Condition has adverse effect on teaching 4510068 Condition has adverse effect on research 739080 Condition has adverse effect on career development 8110090 Per cent

13. Impacts on role Adverse effect on teaching practice Adverse effect on research Adverse effect on career development Mental health Sensory impairment Mobility impairment Long-term illness/condition Total688090 Per cent

14. Impacts on role Adverse effect on teaching practice Adverse effect on research Adverse effect on career development Mental health8584100 Sensory impairment257567 Mobility impairment010033 Long-term illness/condition 437073 Total688090 Per cent

15. Impacts on teaching and learning some positive impacts identified by participants with a range of disabling conditions –curriculum development –improved accessibility for all –greater awareness of disabled students needs

16. Impacts on teaching and learning but for those with mental health conditions, teaching was generally seen to be an ordeal off-site activities (such as fieldwork) were often described as being particularly challenging

17. Teaching and depression do not mix! Practically my whole teaching practice is about dealing with my anxieties. Teaching can play on my mind for long afterwards. I am particularly affected by tutorials and feel that I will never be any good at this aspect of my job. UK, Lecturer, Physical Geography, 5-9 years, mental health condition

18. Some days I am literally unable to function. I literally cant teach. I have to cancel classes and tutorials. UK, Lecturer, Human Geography, 5-9 years, mental health condition My ability to teach and the quality of my teaching is almost entirely dependent on the state of my depression. UK, Lecturer, Earth Sciences, 5-9 years, mental health condition

19. There is no way I can approach lecturing with the confidence and panache of others who are at the same stage as me. My teaching practice is more about my coping strategies than what is good for the students. UK, Researcher, Environmental Sciences, 0-4 years, mental health condition

20. I find fieldwork an ordeal - forced into social interactions with colleagues and students. I find the drinking games unbearable, but tolerate it out of a kind of peer pressure. A number of times, I have just had to get away to find some space for myself. UK, Lecturer, Human Geography, 5-9 years, mental health condition Fieldwork can be a nightmare for a self- doubting, antisocial self-harmer!! UK, Lecturer, Physical Geography, 5-9 years, mental health condition

21. Impacts on research those with a disabling mental health condition identified a range of negative impacts on research: –poor productivity –difficulties networking –loss of opportunities –disruption to/non-completion of projects

22. Even the most straightforward task can become a marathon. Worse, I sometimes cant confront writing or organising research, so just avoid it. UK, Lecturer, Physical Geography, 0-4 years, mental health conditions I have stopped putting myself forward for grant applications, some collaborative projects etc. I have seriously let people down in the last few years because of my condition - and knowing that people are disappointed makes matters worse. UK, Lecturer, Human Geography, 0-4 years, mental health condition

23. Impacts on career development all participants with disabling mental health conditions noted adverse effects on career development I feel that I have let myself down. Promotion would have come more easily had I been more reliable as a lecturer and more effective as a collaborator. UK, Senior Lecturer, Physical Geography, 15-19 years, mental health condition

24. Impacts on career development chances of promotion were seen to be hindered by: –the demands of academia –low self-esteem –reliance on existing support networks –stigma of disclosure

25. Not sure I am cut out for this career. Plan to leave ASAP. Academia messes with your head! I'm not being flippant - I really think there are a series of pressures and strains which are conducive to poor mental health. It is practically the norm to be sleep-deprived, working til the early hours, behind with deadlines, underpaid, on short contracts, full of caffeine and alcohol... UK, Researcher, 0-4 years, mental health condition

26. I am very reliant on hometown links and support group. I'm not sure I could move elsewhere... I also find conferences, socialising, meeting & greeting etc very difficult so I doubt I will ever climb the greasy pole that way! UK, Lecturer, Physical Geography, 5-9 years, mental health condition Have watched contemporaries sail past me in terms of promotion. I am terrible at 'selling myself' at conferences, seminars, promotion committees etc... UK, Lecturer, Environmental Sciences, 5-9 years, mental health condition

27. Structure of Presentation Background Research project Findings –Disclosure and non-disclosure –Impacts on teaching and learning –Impacts on research –Impacts on career development Recommendations

28. Participants with mental health conditions identified three ways in which departments/institutions could better support staff with their condition: –improving understanding of mental health conditions –changes to working practices –enhancing support network

29. I feel my condition is not taken seriously - people think I'm a silly little girl. Awareness of mental health issues [is needed]. Not sympathy, just acceptance that not everyone is the same. Not everyone finds it easy. UK, Researcher, Human Geography, 0-4 years, mental health condition

30. There is so much pressure in every aspect of academic life: teaching, admin, writing, conferences. All of these things can seem like an impossible burden if you have a condition like mine. UK, Researcher, Human Geography, 0-4 years, mental health condition More supportive procedures to support us, and facilitate disclosure (safe in the knowledge that it wont result in problems). UK, Lecturer, Human Geography, Pre-1992 University, 5-9 years, mental health condition