1. MY LIFE MY MISSION  Childhood Experiences  Adolescence Experiences  Missing Time Experiences  Adult Experiences  My Mission  MILAB & MK-Ultra Experiences  Stopped Mission due to Threats  My Return to my Mission  Support Groups  My School Mission  Q and A

2. I am not the result of what happened to me in my life. It is not Who I Am. I will share a small portion of my experiences but I want you to know that; You can transform everything negative that happened to you in your life, to what I call (Love & Light). I want to tell you what joy and positive things have come out of my life by transmuting the anger, fear and hate I had for ETs, others and myself because of my experiences in my life. If I can come back from the place I was at, then anyone can. All it takes is Forgiveness and transmuting everything into love and light and Know You truly are a "spiritual soul having a human experience". Every experience we have had with Ets, interdimensionls or government (Black Ops) have all been by agreements. We made agreement and even contracts with the all ET groups and even the government & ET groups before we incarnated on this planet. How are we to know the polarities of life, unless we experience them? My experiences and what I have learned from them has prepared me for my mission, which is to provide a safe place for people to share about their experiences.

3. Arletta Janice 7/6/31 San Francisco Died 1937 - 6 Roger Verlene 5/8/33 San Francisco Died 1933 – 1 Anita Joann 10/20/34 San FranciscoDied 2011 - 77 W W12/21/35 San Francisco M Y 12/9/43 Pocatello Aaron Marcus 1/13/42 Blackfoot Died 1944 - 2 Lois Kristen 10/23/45 Shelly``Died 1946 - 1 Ronald Erlea 4/19/47 ShellyDied 2006 - 54 Marsha La Dene 3/15/49 Shelly David 8/26/52 ShellyDied 1952 - 0 Charlotte Arletta Barron Rand Rapids MI, 2010 Benjamin Franklin Newbert Carthage, Il, or mi Verlane Ivan Newbert Stillwater 9/8/1905 Roger Erlea Verlane /1/9/1910 Chester Fenner & Maudean They were married in 1909 Married in Hollywood Ca 8/17/1930 Maudean Busenbark, Collinston Utah in 1889 (Buzenbark original name)Maudean Mother/ Father was Cidney Alonzo Buzenbark & Emma Victoria Manassa were from the Earliest Morman pioneers to settle in Southern Utah. My great grand father took his wife and ran away from the pioneer wagon trains to her Indian tribe. We have a town and a battle named after one of our ancestors. – Manassas Indian Tribe * South called it Battle of Manassas *-Virgina - Nothern - Battle of Bull Run July 1861

4. My experiences started at age 3 At 3 yrs. old Beegees were my first My friends came when I was sad Took me high up into their ship My father was in the Secret Society Order and A Magician, illusionist. My family was Mind Control. He would take my 3 oldest siblings on the road every summer for years. All I know is oldest ones hated him until day he died I do not remember much of my childhood, nor do my brothers and sisters. Except Hiding under covers and bed from who? Taken to the basement by father, why? Trauma based programming to teach me to escape into alters Father and sister had encounter on the road. His ghost looks more like and ET

5. Deer came to my window & Willowie one age 6 Montana vacation, Family taken up in our car Teen years brought new type of grey reptilian hybrid Clocked figures & black haired women in white nurse 1966

6. Physical gynecological exam 1966, told me they were preparing me for the hybrid program I had impossible pregnancy, missing fetus and miscarriages through out my married life

7. Missing time periods 1968 -1970 Seattle for 7 - 8 months and San Francisco for 8 months. I was in MK-Ultra ‘s Project Talent Late 1980s I lived in Ogden. I was fighting what I felt was demons but it was malevolent reptilians called Chakura and being accessed for more MK-Ultra programming

8.  I have been put on various different mind altering machines such as a helmet that caused me to see holographic-images and virtual-reality. When the unit was put on my head they showed many ugly awful and fearful images. I believe it was some kind of a desensitization tool. They continued showing me the images until I was finally desensitized and the images were no longer causing me fear and anxiety.  Sensory deprivations locked in dark rooms with no food or water and other deprivation torture.  Trauma based torture to produce alternate personalities – Dissociated Identity Disorder (DID).  I experienced electric shock from metal bands which was placed on my head. I believe this is part of my problems with memory loss. As well as dyslexia and directional problems that I have.  Is there a military interest in developing brain implants, holographic- image projection, cloaking devices, mind-altering weapons, remote viewing and genetic research (Hell alley)?

11. Hybrid Program, I was shown my children three times MILAB Experiences Begin in 1982 continued until 2002 I found out that the black ops had hybrid program too

12. Black Ops HARASSMENT  I Started to remember more of my Milab Experience 1992  Harassment Continue  Moved to San Diego for Mission organizer of Art Bell Chat Club  Research on Military and MILAB  Joined forces did research for a book with Melinda Leslie  Melinda and I on Art Bell’s - Dream Land

13. 1989 My first positive Reptilian experiences Iyano a benevolent reptilian being, revealed himself and protected me from the malevolent Chakura reptilians Iyano told me they were at war against the Chakura’s

14. Director of U.F.O.C.C.I. (UFO CONTACT CENTER INTERNATIONAL) of Las Vegas, 1990 –speakers and panels Bashar, Travis Walton, Barbara Lamb, Lyssa Royal and many others 1992 - I founded the STAR FAMILY CONTACTEE GROUPS Co-ed Groups and Founded the first Teen and Children's Support Groups in America

15. This is the book cover of the book Melinda and & were researching and working on.

16. Break in to my home in San Diego & we were taken 3 accidents in one year “none my fault Warned by Man in flight jacket stop book Ran off the freeway by unmarked van My families lives & mine threatened on several occasions Had to Quit in 2002 to protect my family and myself

17. Moved to California to start Star Family Center & school Director of Art Bell Chat Club, San Diego 1999 - 2001

18. ET hybrid at Casino & On Base

19. My memory of types of Uniforms seen on Base

20. 2 Types of aliens seen on bases

21. In my research I have found that rohypnol and ketamine have become known as "date rape drugs" or "predatory drugs" because they are used to incapacitate someone for the purposes of committing a crime, often sexual assault. These drugs are odorless and colorless and can easily be slipped into someone's drink. They can cause dizziness, disorientation, loss of inhibition and a loss of consciousness. They can also produce amnesia, causing a victim to be unclear of what, if any, crime was committed. These drugs are particularly dangerous when combined with alcohol They lie on the floor, eyes open, able to observe events but completely unable to move. Afterwards, memory is impaired and they cannot recall any of what happened. Hypnosis, drugs, and psycho-surgery; separately and combined, were the tools of this quest for the ultimate truth serum on the one hand, and the capability to create an agent who could not have his or her mission tortured out of them, or even be aware that they were carrying secret information given to them in an altered state of consciousness. More and more sophisticated drugs were experimented with, such as LSD, Ketamine, and Psilocybine. Lobotomy and the implantation of electrodes were considered as methods for creating a compliant agent. Electro-Convulsive Shock, combined with LSD, sedation for days at a time, and constantly replaying the patient’s own voice through helmet-mounted headphones was a notorious Canadian researcher’s recipe for mind control. A systematic program to create and manipulate alter personalities as the foundation for programmed couriers resistant to torture, where the primary personality would not even be aware of the secret information being carried. The information could be summoned forth via a post-hypnotic command or response to a pre-programmed cue. Research continued into early 70's by CIA's

22. BACK TO MY MISSION   IN 2010 I GOT BACK INTO MY MISSION AND NOW HAVE THREE GROUPS THAT I FACILITATE.   STARSEED ET EXPERIENCER SUPPORT GROUP Once a month   STARSEED AWAKENING WORKING GROUP Once a month   STARSEED & EXPERIENCER INTERNET GROUP 3 per week   I AM SEEKING TO FIND OTHER STARSEEDS WHO FEEL LIKE ANY OF THE PROJECTS I HAVE IN MY MISSION STATEMENT RESONATE WITH THEIR MISSIONS.

23. In my many years as a support group facilitator. I have discovered techniques which will help the individual find their OWN answers transmute their fear and reach their own transformational path. The newest healing methods is Multi-Dimensional Healing; I have had many hypnosis session, but the difference between this method and hypnosis is that in hypnosis you bring up memories but my body was still stuck in the emotional pain, so I could not get rid of it and clear it. In my experience in these sessions I received information through my higher self showing me pictures, as if I was just seeing it on a screen. Then it was transmuted to love and light by my Higher Self. My divine spiritual life lessons were also reveled to me by my Higher Self. I feel this was the highest vibrational out come I could have achieved. I feel such a complete transformation in my life. I have been amazed by the changes in my life in the areas of my abundance, health and my well being. I feel that the information that is coming out now is the most important thing in the history of the world. I feel that is why so many experiencer’s and Starseeds are wakening up and remembering. I believe that Planet Earth is evolving into the next dimension are we ready!

24. My Mission 1. Open a Crisis Center for the public for the coming millennium to be in place when more of our memories return to us about our contact and our connection to the aliens as well as more frequent abduction & contact memories that they may be remembering; with on going support groups for all ages. 2. Thrive at My Education, a school that will teach the star children also known as indigo, crystal & rainbow children. Starting with K thru 12 th grade. We believe the school & medical system has labeled our children as having “learning disabilities”. These special children need an alternative to the current curriculum with classes for the starseeds, to learn and to connect with their own identities, abilities/gifts, missions, and higher consciousness. 3. A lecturer hall for speakers, lecturers and workshops on new and pertinent information. 4. Multi-dimensional Transmutation, Hypnotherapy and other clinical techniques. 5. Art gallery for experience’s art to be shown and sold. (Consignment) 6. Publishing Company for abductees; to aid and support them in writing their own stories. 7. Music & Video studio. 8. Library for all Information; providing the latest books, tapes, and printed material. 9. Bookstore and gift shop. Where people could sell their UFO related art work, statues, shirts, clothing, handcrafts, books and tapes. (Consignment) 10. Alternative health practitioners. (sub-contractors)

25. Drawings of Hybrids children

26. More Hybrids

27. Hybrid Starseeds who may live among us. You are seeing them more and more. They are the last wave.

28. Is Your Child a Starseed The child has a larger than average head for his/her age and height, especially in the front or top of the head. The child has an average body temperature of below 97.6 F [36.4 C] degrees The child’s gaze seems unusually mature and penetrating/knowing. The child’s entire childhood is notable for growing up very much faster physically and intellectually than the other children the same age The child began saying a number of words clearly by six months of age (at least one year before the average talking age of 18 months.) The child began walking by one-half-year-old ( before the average walking age of one year old.) When the child began speaking, s/he used phrases or whole sentences almost immediately, not just single words People notice that the child seems extremely mature for their age, almost like an adult in a child’s body. In childhood the child sought out more advanced activities, being bored with and under challenged by the games the other children his/her age wanted to play. The child mentioned recalling his/her “other parents” out among the stars, or expressed a longing to go back to his/her “real home” out in the cosmos. (This is just a few questions from a much larger list)

29. Super Soldier Children

30. Are you a Starseed? The term Starseed means that many on Earth are from other star systems, galaxies, even other universes. A Starseed is a star born mortal, a human being with galactic/ alien DNA. As a Starseed we never felt like we fit in, here on earth. You were always a little different! You didn’t quite connect with your family and friends. In fact you always felt like you were from somewhere else. Did you ever look up in the sky and say why am I here? Starseeds have been coming since the beginning of earth’s history, getting experience in being human and learning many lessons, incarnating over and over again, until they were ready for an “awakening” in the Age of Aquarius and the Ascension which started happening in 2012. We have returned to earth. We are here to help the mass consciousness awaken. As Starseeds’ of Light we agreed to forget who we were. Many came with special missions to serve humanity in some way. We are now awakening to who we really are and sense that something spectacular will happen soon. I hold meetings in my home on the first and third Fridays of the each month at 7PM. We may have special presentations and then we share with each other afterwards. I also have 2 weekly internet meetings on ooVoo Chat. For more information email me at starmiesha99@yahoo.com, www.starseedawakening.org http://www.meetup.com/Las-Vegas-Psychic-Awareness-and-Starseed-Experiencer-Group/?a=mm1_l6 http://www.facebook.com/groups/starseedawakeningstarmiesha99@yahoo.comwww.starseedawakening.org http://www.meetup.com/Las-Vegas-Psychic-Awareness-and-Starseed-Experiencer-Group/?a=mm1_l6 http://www.facebook.com/groups/starseedawakening

31. Are You a Military Abductee? Are You an Alien Abductee? You may have also had "military" or “covert intelligence” involvement in your experiences. The following questions may help you determine if you have also had these experiences. “MILABS” (or MILAB) which is short for military (MIL) abductions (ABS) has become synonymous with a military presence, or government agency involvement, in ET abduction experiences. Have you seen aliens and military personnel together in the same environment? Was it in an underground base or in the alien’s environment (ship)? Have you been abducted by military personnel without any aliens being present? Do you or members of your family have a connection to the space program or the aerospace industry? Do you currently, or have you ever, lived near a military base or facility? Have you ever had experiences with Men-In-Black? Did the aliens instruct you in their technology or show you how it works? (I.e. have you seen propulsion systems?). Have you flown or navigated a ship or worked the controls? In relation to your abductions, have you had any forms of the following harassment: Black helicopters, telephone interruption/noises, calls at odd hours of the night, mail tampered with or missing, email tampered with, being followed, being outright approached, or had run-ins or confrontations with military or govt. types. Told by them “This will never bring you any happiness”? Do you feel you’ve been “remote influenced” (thoughts not your own) to cause harm to yourself or to harm someone else? In your abduction memories, have you had any forms of intimidation from humans like: Verbal warnings, threats to you or your family's life or safety, physical abuse, or been beat-up or roughed- up. You remember hearing the fraise “This will never bring you any happiness”? Do you have Psi (psychic) abilities? (I.e. do you astral travel (OBE), remote view, perform psycho kinesis (move mater with the mind), or do telepathy (mind reading)?) During an abduction, have human doctors performed any medical procedures or surgery on you? Have you been taken to an underground facility by aliens or by humans? Have you ever seen human uniforms (especially military) during your abductions? Have you ever seen human military or medical equipment? Have you ever seen human military vehicles or aircraft? Have you traveled in any?